
Paying it forward



Sometimes the pain is unyielding,
deeply plunged with serrated edges.
Only you can see the ghoulish images
stuck on repeat, record, rewind, replay…
Brother take my hand because I understand
how the weather won’t efface, nor time erase,
the graffiti on the wall of your remembrance,
bleeding paint, rolling from those crying eyes.
Why does midnight seem so dark and cold
when you’re feeling strapped and alone?
While Insomnia wrestles your demons away,
daylight can’t seem to come soon enough.
But it eventually does Brother, it does!
See… the bleeding has stopped for a while.
When you looked out of your window
and saw that other artists had been at work…
Painting their own graffiti walls, you knew
that there were others outside just like you,
chasing ghosts at midnight, in frenzied spritz,
their pain transformed into nobel–prized art.
We’ll rise from the ashes again Brother!
Take my hand, you may lend me yours too.

I cannot take your pain
Since I would be a thief
To take what isn’t mine
You do not need my crime
I cannot hear your groans
In midnight’s silent breaths
That grow loud in your head
As Sleep stands you up again
I cannot taste the last drops
Of the bottle, your sole mate
Though I wish I could know
What your thirst feels like
I cannot stop your crying
Or know the river’s source
But as you climb the mountain
And it starts to get steeper…
Know that it will descend
When you get to the other side

I whine and dine my aching parts
But none as painful as yours
I lament my young reminiscences
But you have raced ahead of me
I bemoan for a rose-colored love
But find yours broken in shards
I awake longing for more hours of sleep
But pain denies your rest all night long
I quibble and worry about life’s mistakes
But discover you’ve had more than your share
I chase eternal rainbows of happiness
But realize that you have never been there
So I thank my twinkling stars and rising sun
For filling my life with ordinary moments
These ordinary moments are your lighthouse
When you find yourself lost and tossed at sea
I cannot promise to fix your broken fragments
But let me share my light in your darkest night
And when you see stars falling before you
Know that someone far away has heard
It may not solve all your trials and tribulations
But it may bring comfort that you are not alone