
I watch as they come rushing,
gushing, billowing, receding
and I emptied my mind,
threw my troubles away
while my soul danced,
Continue reading “Turning Tides”

I watch as they come rushing,
gushing, billowing, receding
and I emptied my mind,
threw my troubles away
while my soul danced,
Continue reading “Turning Tides”
Alluring!
Intricate designs
catch my eye.
How you bloom!
Humbled by your love, beneath
Crowns of passion’s thorns.

No pretty gift box from me
Left under your glittering tree
No Yule tide message exchanged
It’s a gift that none but you will see
Can’t smell it or touch it, and it is free
No shops keep it stocked on their shelves
You’ll feel its shiny wrapping
And you’ll hear its beat tapping
If you listen with your heart.
You’ll smile when you find it
And taste of its flavors sweet
Each time you slip into your dream
For you, I share my imagination
To fill your mind with inspiration
And warm your heart with peace
For you, I’ve made a pledge
To walk with you until the edge
Where your soul finds its freedom
This gift will forever be priceless
When we behold eternal brightness

When shadows’ footfalls stalked my toiling tread,
Grey skies convoluted me in ominous surprise;
Smog smothered my mind, pulsed my heart with dread.
Then life’s train derailed haplessly before my eyes.
With blind vision and ambivalence, I stumbled.
Faint glimmers of light appeared as but a dream,
Of a distant love whose words I now mumbled.
Then wheels taxied the runway in a silent scream.
I prayed and begged forgiveness in a church,
But my mind and my heart seemed to disagree.
Wild winds blew in, toppling spirit off its perch
Then ship’s bow tossed turning tides endlessly.
In the cold air of an evening, I heard an infant’s cry,
My senses unfurled, released in a heartfelt sigh!

I almost missed the grim figure who stood at the water’s edge, lost in the seclusion of his own thoughts. But he heard the rustle of leaves and turned slowly to gaze up at me, a tormented look in his eyes. As soon as they locked with mine, his slow gentle smile spread into the fine crinkles of his brown eyes. I started to cry, and soon I was sobbing uncontrollably. He reached out for my hand, seeping all warmth from his into mine and I knew – I knew then that I would never want for anything. He had restored my soul.
Silence
Caught the whispers
Of our souls’ last embrace
As the sun cast new light on a
new day!

You may never know
No, not even guess
The imprint of your words.
Perhaps misunderstood,
Even misrepresented
But their arrows found their mark.
And now you’re gone
But certainly not forgotten
Wherever you may be
Let peace find your soul.
Let happiness find you
As you found me too.
This gift I gladly give to you.

Sometimes
When my sky has turned black
And I’m traffic jammed in a cul de sac
A kind soul unexpectedly walks by
Smiles fondly at me, and gently wipes my tears dry
Sometimes
With a soft velvet word
Or a sign that I’ve been heard
A moment in time, yields the most treasured prize
Where captive souls release into ethereal-lit skies
Sometimes
A rare mystery unfolds that escapes definition
It cannot confine to rules, elusive to recognition
It’s just a profound knowing between strangers
Invisibly drawn into a time capsule of exchanges
Sometimes
I’m just a dreamer, looking at life with chimerical lenses
Trying to see behind and beyond the white picket fences
Surely there is more to the plain vanilla of our years
More to a world that is ever governed by squandered fears.

Freedom
In butterfly wings
Gracefully fluttering
Among glimmering shades of things
Captured.

What if the “I” in me wasn’t in we?
What if I couldn’t be the person you want me to be?
What if I wanted you to begin to see the real me?
Would you accept me as I am and take a gamble?
Would you still grace my book in the preamble?
These are the questions I ask in reflecting upon us
Wondering if you’d set me free to climb the next bus,
Wondering if it’s worth it to stir up all that fuss
That would surely ensue, in separating the me from us.
It’s a subject I constantly delay, too afraid to even discuss.
What if I wanted to roam freely down other streets?
What if I just wanted the sound of other heart beats?
What if I longed for the tangy taste of other exotic eats?
Would you accept me when I returned with other sweets?
Would you take me back knowing I might want repeats?
This is what I ponder incessantly, perpetually in my mind
That if you knew why I smiled, you might not be so kind.
You’d remind me that it wasn’t this contract we’d signed.
And you’d realize that our stars were no longer aligned,
And that you too had long since from your feelings resigned.
What if we just continued to pretend that all was well?
I fear that our lives would be a mockery and become a living hell.
Things change
Nought stays the same
Then we keep wanting something more
I’m not that same girl as before
And you?
How Do You Keep The Music Playing – James Ingram …