Nostalgia’s Blues

I remember this little old general farm store,

now with rampant bougainvillea and new red door.

It has been many years that have gone by

preceding its neatly laid paving and painted sky,

when it still carried old brands and signs.

for it’s pioneering character, my heart still pines.

I pause and ponder how life can be,

no longer seeing what I wanted to see.

Where a new year rings the changes,

a new owner comes in and rearranges.

While  a small wispy cloud passes over me,

a new door opens, and I now have a new key.

Still nostalgia’s blues constrict my throat

as memories flood from that same old boat,

with the sentimental feelings I hold dear

from many redefining winds through the year.

Well I remember, standing at the window,

many warm conversations held with you below.

Another cloud passes over and I feel at ease

Other new memories will soon replace these.

One day if we ever meet again and speak

I’ll still remember that very special week.

That spring we spent everyday together,

in blossoming, blushing bright weather.

As I turn to walk away, I wave a fond goodbye

with a single word of “thanks”, I look up at the sky.

Decluttered

I dusted out the cobwebs of bad memories,

washed out my eyes with fresh tears, threw out my wasted

tantrums and shredded 1000 letters. Finally, I cleaned up

 my hard drive and turned on the auto reply. All I had left was:

Clear space

to think, to breathe,

feel rejuvenated,

to cleanse the pernicious, attract

the new.

I knew you when…

I knew you when life was innocent

Like a babe in powder puff blankets

When your eyes still held a sparkle

Like the taste of foreign cuisine

Still distinct and experimentally spicy

When flavors were still imagined

I knew you when we were both lost

Entangled in the undergrowth of youth,

Of woven stems and mysterious brush

When we were free to define a new path

Climb the tallest trees seeking adventure

And envision new horizons’ allure

I knew you when you basked in my glory

When I searched the crowd for your face

Because my crown was ours to share

For all the good loving you vested in me

But best of all, it was that mischievous

Smile, dancing on the edge of your laughter

I knew you when we needed each other

To make our two worlds complete

When the universe was our hidden oyster

A brilliant white pearl, only our love’s secret

When the sound of your voice cocooned me

Then set me free to fly to the furthest skies

I knew you when you loved me deeply

Without mountains challenging us steeply

Time has gone by, seasons have changed

And I realize that I need to know you all over again

Spring has its glory and Autumn its own story to tell

A message from Venus

Venus visited me in a dream

and asked that I deliver you

this message :

return to less turbulent times

where you breathed divine

wisdom and peace with many

who adored you.

accept that disruptive forces

have entered your realm

and delight in the creation

and inspiration this offers

You.

Most of all, love remains

supreme and speak of it

fondly as the Goddess deemed

it should be.

Then she said: keep faith

in the love you have found

do not be distracted by

playfulness, which is part

of love’s charm, but know

that Serendipity has

special plans for you.

Finally she said: Be careful

Of your favorite rose. She

is surrounded by many thorns

who whisper everywhere.

In tending her, do take care.

I enjoyed the dream and

hope you will to.